Sunday, 27 October 2013

Letter to my love.

Dear love.

I have words that exist now and not any other time in existence. I have neglected my consciousness through numbing and removed my glasses to write to you in as pure as the essence it derives. Whatever word I pour out is what it is and I filter no mistake except of those that misspell. The correction would not allow me to further my writing with red squiggly lines. So here I am. Writing for you. With words true.

It has been a short while since we've met. I can say that it has been phenomenal. Natural. Beautiful. You have been a blessing. A miracle. The magnificence that would be remembered through out a lifetime or 2. I have been fortunate enough to have met you. But as all things in life, we are now only a recorded memory. Something that will pass and surely be passed. But with you I have memories that I hold dear and I will continue to embrace until my body atrophies. The essence of time is of now. The significance of it all relies on the meaning. The meaning is up to us to decide. For me, it is in pure essence timeless, elegant beauty. Your delicate soft tones and your shades. Your sudden burst of comical and your everlasting insane. Runs down my core and into my soul I feel that you are the one I want to be without. You are the one who has set my heart aflame and my soul in deep waters. I love you for that.

You are soon to leave and a distance would be created. I hope nothing but the best for you and your life. Your dreams and your aspirations compare nothing to my desires. For you are my goddess and I will see to it that your heart is pleased. I will do as my heart wills and my heart wills for you. Although you might be far but to me we will not be apart. You are young, full of potential. Gifted with beauty and intellect. Gifted with talent and meaning. I am but just a man who have been graced with the presence of you. That is how I feel. So I thank you.

As I write this letter I pour out what is on my mind at this moment. You asked if I would have changed in 5 years time and I will say yes. After thoughts, I would change in various ways. But my devotion to you will not waver. For my heart has set its will to love you as best as I can.

I demand nothing but your happiness in return for my efforts. My love for you is not with conditions nor labels. I am as I am. You are as you will. We are as love is present. In your search for what love means to you, I hope that you find happiness that you deserve. From me or from what your heart desires.

I wish to carve this letter in stone so that time will not erase it quickly. To embody the will of my heart in the form of words. I thank you sweet goddess. I love you. Good night doll. This I wish to say to you.

Love, Jason.

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