I got lost. I am found.

In the confinement of mine own head. I think of the world as mine to alter. I trust not in fate nor do I believe in a set destination for my life. I have not and will not submit myself to this notion. The notion that every individual is placed on this Earth with a motive in pre-existence. That we were destined for something. That we had no choice but to fulfill a prophesy. I would not accept it... Until I met her.

I move from strength to strength, check point to check point. Making landmarks in life towards a life I would like to have. I've grown out of my nature to focus on my nurture. I could consider myself a self-made man. But that would be too proud of me. So... this is one side of me.

In another perspective other than laying down foundation brick by brick to raise a high rise. I do believe in the metaphysical. That luck, coincidences, signs have something to do with what your heart wills and what might occur next. It is like you can create your future by willing it to happen. Refer to the law of attraction.

Although I have been on track, building my life, pursuing my dream, achieving my goals. I have lost track of something important. That something that I was born as. It was me.

Most traits I've been born with are still with me, but suppressed. Given way to other traits that I could utilize to reach my goals. Although it ain't a bad thing. It has made me a pretty balanced person. But balance meaning that I contradict in thought. Which is good when I need to figure out life. I'll never grow stale.

But without realizing it, I have our weighed one side to the other and it required some timely events to set the scale straight again. These events that have occurred recently have given me this realization and set me straight. I've lost but I've also gained.

I was inspired by losing my valuables. Items that contained precious memories and also memories that gave me nightmares that I was not willing to give up. Now that its all gone I feel the lightness and could move on easily. I've opened up more space for expansion.

She also inspired me. By showing me that fate might be a possibility. That the events that took place were meant to be. That fate is not consequences.

So now I've found myself anew. I see now that I should take action and move forth. But be wary of signs that will guide me to an eventful experience.

Simple checklist for awesome living.
1) Love yourself
2) Trust yourself
3) Keep moving forward
4) Take time to relax
5) Its ok to contradict
6) Aim for happiness
7) Seek to learn
8) Seek to give
9) Eat good food
10) Travel

Cheers~