I had a nightmare last night. I dreamt of her, my past. The hurt she put me through. The devotion I've submitted in vain. The troubles and the pain. But I know I had the nightmare for a reason. The reason was that I should not neglect the past but salvaged what I've gained. Moving forward to a brighter future. With my goddess by my side.
Right. Memories were past events that are tied together with emotions. The more intense the bond the more attached it is to our being. The harder for us to move on with the burden. In pain we find comfort due to the familiarity. We are afraid of what we don't know so we'd rather stay with what we know even if it hurts. We are but people. But it is time we realize the reality of us. That we are human beings. With unlimited and unbounded potential. I'm ready to grow. Are you?
In the game of fate and consequence, I am blessed with the loss of my personal belongings. It is a blessing because I held those possession dear with many images and memories of my past. Yes I kept those that hurt too because I'm comfortable around the familiar hurt. I've been working hard to move forward but the baggage slowed me down.
In the game of fate and consequence I also was blessed with the fateful meeting of my goddess clad in blue. I met her with skepticism but ultimately fell in love. I'm now happy and on track to a beautiful future.
I'm thankful. I appreciate my life more now. Things are brighter. I'm happier. I'm sure my goddess feels the same. Look, learn, Let go
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