Dark tides

As the clock strikes 3am. I've just gone through your written thoughts. I've not gone far. Only as far back to April. I have not read every single line as I glanced only. Attempting to learn of your past but not to dwell. At a point where I  learn of names and such I still do not know who I am identifying. I leave it there for now. As I close for the morning I felt a need to write to you.

As the watch cogs tick and the motors on the AC hums. My mind writes as you are fast asleep. My sweetheart. So dark has the past months been. Through some faint light shone through tinted glass have I read of your joy. I feel that it is not right for my goddess to have gone through such troubles. But as the past is passed. I too shall speak it only once and no more.

Now I have little to show for my past turmoils. I have not written them down. I feel that it might become baggage later on. So I lose them. But if you were to ask me to show you my dark past. I'd happily satisfy your request.

My love. Rest assured that I will love you with all my heart. The rest of my life I devote to your happiness. You've been hurt enough. You've had enough sleepless nights. You've cried enough tears. And so have I.

We may be deserving of this love we share now. As we play this game of fate and consequence, only time will tell of our future in love. But I'm going to work towards it. Because I believe in us. Because you believe in us. I'll be the best for you so that no other man may lay his finger on you. Not even their eyes are worthy of looking at you. I'll keep you safe and sound. Secure in my arms you will be. With you, I am, always.

As we meld into each other. Our dark tides collide and to my surprise... It has soothed our souls. We are much alike in many ways yet different. You're one weird adorable thing and I love you.