Living the change

Guten Tag, to all the passby-ers and perhaps, the ones who will stay for my writings,

To overtake:
Entering the monsoon season, Malaysia has slowly became my favourite place.

I believe from the very initial of my mere existence, I have never took a liking to the sun. Oh, how I loathe walking under the scorching sun, that bakes my skin and scalp, so much so they might just turn into thin, crunchy crusts.

But, the clouds are slowly overtaking and overpowering, announcing their honorable arrivals while the sun, its stunning rays weakened and softened. I am rather convinced that, this is what we call, a nature's domination, as what comes around, also goes around.

To take control:
Power is a temptation, having a mysterious attraction and ability, that could turn things goodly inside-out, or badly upside-down. We all want to have the limelight in different ways. Once in a while, I want so much to be dominant and outstanding, just like sitting on the top of a food chain. But sometimes, I just want to live without so much pressure, bearing the weight of a crown.

Yet, whichever the choice that I make, either I will stand tall among the high-societies, or I live a simple life in the woods, the power is in my hand and within my reach, as I take over from now own, the my life's journal.

To not surrender:
Serendipity and fate may apply to love, relationships and connections, but I do not surrender my life, merely because we are told that, our births and deaths are fates, so long ago written and planned on God's calendar.

A soon-to-become-twenty, I come from a mediocre family, with both my parents as government officers. I dare not say that I lead apparently an extraordinary life, but I dare to say that, everyone who knows of my journey-in-the-making had given me all kinds of looks. (Exaggeration?)

Many who know are doubtful of my decision and standing, believing that this is nothing but an impulse. This call may be made because of a momentum and a fiery passion, but I keep faith in my rational sensibility, but also irrational thoughts.

To dare:
I have came across many friends and relatives, who are, in my eyes, fear to make change. Change is a part of evolution and revolution. Human has been and is always changing. Change is a good thing, no matter how we look at it. I want to make change to how I live and push myself further, better if beyond my limits.

I hold my ground always with a principal: A challenge is the essence to living. We haven't really lived if everything has been normal. We will only be living truly if we have seen something somewhere somehow.

I am forever changing at this age,

I am unpredictable as the wind's course;

My thoughts are too full and, 

Waiting to be deemed into actions;

My ideas are always flowing and,

Too difficult to be converted into verbs.

 Auf Wiedersehen, from

Shae