Valentine's day

I love you.

It is Valentine's day and today is also the 15th day on the 1st Lunar calender month. Which means it is also the Lunar Valentine's day based on a old time Eastern story about celebrating love. I am not too clear on it but it makes this day that much more special.

We spent the day mostly just chatting away. Talking about life and stuff. Then we took a stroll and watched some fireworks. Nothing fancy but with her, it has been very meaningful.

At one point of the conversation I talked to her about my frustrations. I talked about what if I could change and make things better, in terms of my career. She told me I can't, which is because it is of my nature to act as such. But I had always been against my nature due to the fact that it might hinder me from my career success. But you know what? She was right. I changed my nature for the sake of my career and that is what created this frustration.

I've given much thought to it and to have talked to her really help me realize things beyond my current awareness. She is the greatest gift.

12.02.14

So... We both made each other gifts. I made her a book and she made me also a book. But a better one. We found out something today. That we both lack crafting skills. But it's all cool. I love what I've received.

Today we celebrate 4 months since we met. It has been special and interesting. I am not sure how to put it in words at the moment. Valentine's day is also coming up. Just 2 more days. Interestingly I really have lost words to account for the feelings I have today... I will be back in a moment.

Alright, I'm back. So here is what I have thought of writing.

I love her immensely. I am grateful to be in love with such a wonderful person. I feel proud and happy just to utter these words. So... Yea...

I'm happily in love.

Talking about time

Good morning love, good night sweetheart.

Beautiful words that makes me feel great everyday since I've met her. Just a few moments ago I hanged out with friends for a few beers. They are a couple and naturally we went into topic about relationships. It ended up in a 2 hour session on how we got into a loving relationship. For them and for me with me lover.

I had the pleasure of talking about the mistake at the wrong station. And how I was lacking interest at the idea of IKEA meatballs. Those little moments on Oct 12 2013 that would stand significant today. It's beautiful and in essence, unforgettable.

Earlier on today, me and my lover had a moment. A moment where she made a comment jokingly and I replied honestly. It's one of those misfires that landed at the worst of times. I held back to think about it but she grew worried that I could have been offended. She sank into her fears of reminders that the past has drowned her in before. I know what's going down, so I redirected the direction. Things went on fine. It was rather interesting how she reacted the way she did. But I knew somehow what was going to happen.

With those moments talking about relationships. I had the opportunity to listen and share beautiful ideas and moments that we cherish. Moments that we would not allow time to take away from us. The moment that we met.